I am opinionated. I have way too many opinions about way too many things. That is not a confession per say. I kind of like my opinions and I worked really hard to get them. I have read well over 1,000 books in my life and many more articles online and in print. I spent many years and much money to get a bachelor’s degree and a Master’s degree. During these years my opinions were tested with the fires of academia. So I don’t necessarily regret having opinions, though sometimes they cause more problems than they are worth.
Awhile back I did try to subject myself to a process called, “de-opinionating.” I researched all my opinions by reading books, perusing news articles, watching TV shows and having conversations with people. I did it all in the hopes of deleting some of my opinions. It didn’t work. All that reading and watching and conversing just got me more opinions. Now I have so many that I don’t know what to do with them.
This week I read a few blogs and news commentators and even the dreaded comment sections. I found that I am not alone in having no idea what to do with all my opinions. Everybody has all these opinions about Palestine vs. Israel and ISIS Vs. Iraq and Russia vs. Ukraine and Mark Driscoll vs. pretty much everybody. But not one person knows what do with these opinions except to write them in less than gracious but very colorful prose on the internet and then viciously attack those who disagree.
So if you clicked over here today looking for a new opinion, I apologize because I am choosing not to write down my opinions with the exception of the opinion that I have too many opinions. Instead, I want to offer that if your opinion just makes you angry, bitter, hostile and frustrated, it might not be worth having, especially if you have no power over the details of the situation. (Dang it, that is another opinion!)
I think maybe Mark Driscoll should do more than offer a shallow apology but I have no control over getting him to do more and I don’t know what else he should do. I long for there to be peace in the middle east but it is way above my pay-grade to solve it and if I tried I would probably only make everything worse. I think Putin is. . .well, the ex KGB communist he is, but I can’t even afford a plane ticket to Russia right now so what do I know?
Well, I know that today I had lunch with a new friend who makes much less money than I do but insisted on paying for my meal anyway. After that I met with a retired high school chemistry teacher and showed him around our new town because he plans on moving here. He was a wonderful guy who had a fair share of opinions himself. Then I spoke to the mayor about local problems and frustrations and assured him I was there for him. Tonight I will meet with our group of 20 or so teenagers. That will be fun and I hope to get to know and like them a bit better. They live such troubling lives. Before youth group I am going to prepare dinner for them and read a little bit.
If someone did give me authority over peace in the middle east and violence in Iraq and who gets to be President in Russia I would probably make all the wrong decisions. But luckily God didn’t call me to be opinionated. God just called me to seek peace in the city where I find myself. That might be a great deal harder than forming opinions about global events but it also might have a bigger impact on the world in the end.
Or maybe I just have too many opinions.